I want it, I got it

I personally use meditations to refocus my mind in moment i need them. I specifically use THIS " I Am Meditation"- by Edward Art. But when I'm in a place where I can't play the meditation, I affirm to myself, self concept affirmations.

Sit back and think what you would be like if you had your desired face. Think or imagine the compliments, smiles, etc. Immerse yourself in that experience. The continue to walk throughout you day knowing that it is already done, because you had it in imagination so it is done. Don't worry about the 3d, old stories or yada yada. Just focus on it already being yours, since you already have it in imagination and imagination is your only reality.

No matter the circumstances you can get anything you want, because you create the 3D. So it doesn't matter how long or where he lives. Just accept / affirm that you are already toghether, or you have his number, or whatever you want. Just accept it as true in imagination and you will se it come to pass in the 3D.

You are worthy of your desire. As soon as you imagine it, its done. You control the 3D and even though your circumstances seem to get the best of you , you will always control the 3D [From imagination]. It is never about forcing it to happen in the 3D, it is about being in imagination therefore it will reflect in the 3D. Stop focusing on the physical aspect and keep you focus on how you percieve yourself, and life around you. i suggest watching or reading Edward Art (series) on Youtube or reddit.